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Thursday, November 18, 2010

Kenapa erk...


Hurm...bru je hr tu cite pasal mak msuk icu, ptg dr hr tu jgk la mk sakit lagi..
ms tu..sblm mgrb..bdn mk makin pns dh..mk npk xbermaya..ble npk mk mcm nk tdo je..nur sruh la mk tdo ats katil..nur cb nk angkat mk..tp xlrt, xth knp mk lemah sgt ptg tu..ble rse tubuh mk..YA ALLAH, pnsnye..mk dmm lg,nur ambik air asam jawa..sapu kt dahi mk..lap tubuh mak..satu persatu air mata sy jtuh ke pipi..xth la knp rs tersentuh sgt, dlm fikirn ms tu mcm2..smua dh ngtv..wktu tu dh mgrb, nur panggil adik jah mtk duk kt mak..cz nur nk g mandi n slt dlu..lps nur mndi je..nur tgk pok ade kt mk, cb pgl mk..mk xmjwb..bdn mk lemah sgt..mata mak wrne merah, bibir mk pun merah..pok dh sebak..pok xthn..apth lg nur..

nur cpt2 slt n turun prg kt mk..ms tu pk tgh bc yasin kt mk..nur pun turut sme bc kn yasin utk mk..lame kelamean, bdn mk makin pns..nur tgk, knp mulut mk ke kiri skit..knp mk bernafas bunyi kuat..knp kt tpi bibir mak npk buih putih.."pok, mri gak tgk mk ni.."..pok tgk..pok pgl mk, mk tgk pok, mta mk berair..mk xlrt nk buat ape2 dh.."pok..jom la bwk mk g hsptl.."..pok dh mngis..pok xthn tgk mk..pok sygkn mak..Ya ALLAH, kuatkan lah hambaMU didpn ayh nye..Pok call ambulans dn sanak saudara y terdekat..nur cb pgl mk, mk xjwab..makin lame..gigi mak makin rapat..lidah mk klua, mak mcm kne sawan..gigi mak jd kekacingan..

pok cb buang gigi palsu bahgian atas,..takut lidah mk luka..tp tllu kemas..gigi mk rapat..pok dh gelisah..nur pun cb buang gn adik, alhamdulillah..nur leh tarik gigi mk klua..wlpn jari nur digigit oleh mk..stgh jam kmudian JPA dtg ke rumah..mak di bawa ke hospital..kami smua tgu di hospital..rupe2nye, doc ckp..dlm drh mk kekurgn gula..gula 0..sbb tu mk lemah, mk xde tenaga..yela, pg tu mk mkn gn minum milo + susu anlene jew..tghri lak mk mkn bubur + susu diabetes..itu y mak lemah sgt..kesian kt mk..kami nk jg mk..tp kami xth cmne gn kandungn gula dlm drh mk berape n drh tggi mk brp..alat check drh tggi n kncing manis mk dh rosak..maafkan kami mak..

lps ni..nur jg mk elok2..nur akn jg pmknn mk..mk nk mkn pe, nur buatkn..kla nur xleh buat, nur belikn ea..asal mk lalu nk mkn..n mak sht..mlm tu jgk mk kne thn ward..3 hri duk sne..17/11/2010 bru lah mak dpt klua...pd hr raya qorban..pg tu nur gn mk beraya di hospital..tghri mk dpt klua..aalhamdulillah..ble dpt th mk dpt klua, nur bpakat gn kak ipar(kak ain)..kte g ambik mak snyp2 nk..kte wt suprise kt pok..ms tu pok ade kt tmpt korban lembu..pok kne sembelihkan lembu..org ramai mtk tlg pok semebelih kn..21 ekor dibahagikan kpd 3 org, so dpt 7 ekor sorg...

ble mak dh dpt blik, pok ade dlm umh..cpt2 sorok kn mk..knonnye nk wt suprise kt pok..xsmt mk nk smp dpn umh, pok dh klua..wa...terkejut pok..hihi,(blebel pok skjp..)ha..blh blik doh ke, spe sruh dok royak..alahmdulillah, syukur kpd ALLAH..itu y terklua dr mulut pok byk kli..amin..ske sgt pok time tu..yela..mk dh leh klua..mst la ske..hihi..YA ALLAH, sembuhkan lah kedua ibubapa ku dan ceriakan lah ibubapaku dsamping ank2nya..amin...

Monday, November 15, 2010

~sEkelip mata~


Assalamuallaikum w.r.t..
hurm..dh lme dh sy tglkn blog ni tnp menulis ape2..kdg2 tgk blog org lain comel je, tp blog dri sndri..wa, jeles nye!kui3..erm..xpela, stkat ni je y sy pndai edit sndri tnp mtk tlg gn org lain..bljr hidup ssh dahulu, bru cb y senang..btul x?hihi..

Skrg sy juz nk share bbrp cite jela ttg hidup sy..sy bru je hbis prktikal pd 21/11/2010 bru2 ni..lps hbis prktikal je, hr selase tu pd 26/11/2010 prg ke kuantan present LI di kolej..hy mkn ms 1 hr je..ble dh settle smua tu, blik trus ke kuantan..

lps tu sah la jd pengganggur..kui3, nk dijadikan cerita..sy smptla prg bercuti d cameron bersama gn dik mirah n bbrp kakitangan pejabat tanah..mmg ske sgt prg sne, al-mklum dh lme dh xprg kn..rs2nye last prg ms form3 after PMR exam..cnatik nye la pmndgn kt sne..ble dpt g sne, rs tenang je..lps smua mslh..hari sbtu tu jalan2 la dlu kn..prg ladang boh, beli la teh boh utk wt blik umh..mlm tu pula beli jagung cameron gn key-chain ke ank2 buah tercinta, besar..best gle..sy budget nk beli hdiah kt parents y lain n pok mok hr ahad..cz byk tmpt lg nk prg..

Hr ahad tu kami smpt prg ladang strawberry, leh rs buah tu kt ladang tu je..nyum3!hik..lps tu, kami prg ke umh enggeris..cantik..sakan kami bergambar kat sne..lps hbis bergambar, kami pun smua nk prg ladang teh barat pula..ble dlm pjlnn ke sane, a.peja dpt satu pgln dr cc(aboh)..ms tu sy dh resah dh..talian putus2..a.peja xdgr ape y aboh ckp..lps a.peja col abh balik..abh ckp..
"mok nor jatuh dalam blik air, ade kt icu skrg ni..balik selalu la.."..

Ya ALLAH, hy Tuhan je th ape perasaan sy time tu..rs berslah, rs takut..smua ade..apth lg krsauan hati ni..mak jtuh sakit tepat pd tarikh hari jadi adik jah yang ke 19 tahun iaitu 31/10/2010..ms tu hp sy off gara2 hbis batery..trus kami smua balik, dlm prjlanan sy xptus2 berdoa dlm hati..xhnti ngis..mata ni jgn kta la..bgkak mcm bola dh..spe xsyg mak kte, rsau hati..ble dh nk smp d dungun, k.yana call bgth mak 50% peluang utk hidup..drh mak tllu tggi n smp ke kepale..urat saraf kepale mak belah kiri pecah..ya allah, sy terdiam seketika..xth nk ckp ape..dlm prjlanan hy diam je..smpla d hsptl besar tgnu, mak still kt icu..kul8.30 bru wt naik mak ke wat icu stroke ward..

Sy tgu py tgu nk tgk mk..ble sy dpt msuk tgk mk..satu persatu air mata jtuh ke pipi..ya allah, knp mak ble jd cmni..wayar penuh kt bdn mak..mak kne stroke kali3..tp alhamdulillah, mk dh dpt kluar dr ward..n skrg sy jg mak, mak nk mkn, mk nk mandi, mk berak..jika sy ade, sy uruskan..ksian kt pok, kla pok sorg uruskn mak..mst pok xlrt..pok bkn sntiase sht..

Ya ALLAH, KAU sembuhkanlah ibuku dr penyakitnye..KAU kembalikanlah senyuman ibuku agar kedua2 ibubapa ku bahgia di samping anak2nya..Amin..

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Jadilah Hamba Yang Bersyukur

Sabar; satu perasaan, tindakan yang tidak dapat didefinasikan.

Ramai yang mudah berkata "sabar ye?" apabila orang lain ditimpa masalah, tapi apabila diri sendiri diuji dengan ujian yang amat dahsyat, masihkah lagi perkatan sabar dapat bertahan dalam diri?

Ayuh! kita belajar bagaimana ingin membuah sabar.

Meminjam peribahasa "lain lubuk lain ikan" disamakan dengan "lain orang lain ujiannya".

Setiap ujian yang ALLAH beri berbeza-beza tertakluk pada kemampuan hamba-Nya. Lupakah kita pada firmannya?

Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan ia mendapat siksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya. (Mereka berdo'a): "Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang yang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tak sanggup kami memikulnya. Beri maaflah kami; ampunilah kami; dan rahmatilah kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir." - Surah Al-Baqarah, 286

Lihat! Allah itu Maha Penyayang lagi Maha Pengasih, Dia tidak akan timpakan kita dengan sesuatu yang kita tak mampu. Dia juga tidak akan jadikan suatu ujian itu sia-sia tanpa ada hikmah disebaliknya.
Ujian Rasulullah

Kita singkap kembali sirah, baginda Nabi Muhammad s.a.w, ujian yang menimpa baginda sangat hebat.

Bermula semasa lahir, baginda sudah kehilangan ayahnya, kemudian ibunya, datuknya, disusuli bapa saudaranya, sehinggalah isterinya yang tercinta, Siti Khadijah.

Orang-orang yang baginda kasihi sudah mengadap Illahi.

Ini belum lagi termasuk ujian dalam menyebarkan Islam untuk sampai kepada kita pada hari ini, bermacam-macam ujiannya.

Dibaling najis, gigi baginda patah dalam satu peperangan, dipulau dan bermacam-macam lagi tekanan yang baginda hadapi.

Tapi ujian itu tidak pernah menghalang baginda supaya menjadi orang sabar.

Cuba kita renungkan kembali di zaman baginda s.a.w dahulu tiada handphone, tiada facebook, tiada yahoo messenger dan tiada kemudahan internet seperti yang kita ada pada hari ini, tapi lihatlah kerana kecekalan, kesabaran baginda dan para sahabat, Islam sampai kepada kita hari ini dan kita mengenal Allah dan merasa indahnya iman.

Mungkin ada sesetengah mengatakan bahawa baginda dapat menghadapi ujian-ujian tersebut kerana baginda merupakan seorang Rasulullah.

Mengapa pula begitu, baginda juga manusia biasa seperti kita, apa yang membezakan ialah baginda mempunyai keimanan yang benar-benar mantap.

Begitu juga dengan ujian yang baginda hadapi sesuai dengan kemampuan baginda.

Ujian yang hebat untuk manusia yang hebat! Kita bagaimana?
Bicara tentang iman

Iman itu ialah ketaqwaan kepada Allah, penuh khauf dan raja'. Jadi apabila kita ditimpa ditimpa sesuatu musibah atau ujian pintalah kepada Allah agar dibesarkan iman untuk kita hadapinya bukan diminta dikecilkan masalah yang kita hadapi.

Kita boleh mengatasi segala ujian yang Allah berikan dengan tenang jika kita punyai pergantungan yang tinggi kepadaNYA.

Oleh itu apa jua masalah yang ada, muhasabah kembali hubungan kita dengan Allah, renungkanlah kembali.

Adakah kita telah menjaga sebaik-baiknya hubungan kita dengan-Nya?

InsyaAllah jika kita jaga hubungan kita dengan Allah, Allah akan jaga hubungan kita dengan yag lain. Allah akan bantu kita dari segenap sudut yang kita tak sangka-sangka.

Tapi kalau saya dah jaga hubungan dengan Allah sebaiknya macammana pula?

Jika begitu, kita perlu muhasabah kembali, mungkin tanpa kita sedari ada hak-hak dengan Allah kita tak tunaikan, begitu juga dengan hubungan sesama manusia.

Dan jika dah jaga semuanya, itulah dinamakan ujian sama ada kifarah dosa-dosa lepas atau peluang kita merebut pahala dan meningkatkan iman. Bukankah kita ini hanya manusia?

Jangan pernah lupa bahawa kita adalah hamba Allah s.w.t. Jadi, kita layak diuji kerana kita hanyalah hamba-Nya.

Apa jua yang ada dalam hidup, syukurilah, belajarlah jadi orang yang sentiasa bersyukur. InsyaAllah masalah-masalah yang kecil tidak akan timbul, dan kita akan miliki sifat sabar.

Rasulullah s.a.w, walaupun dijamin syurga tapi Baginda s.a.w, tetap menunaikan solat dan ibadah malam sampai kakinya bengkak-bengkak.

Dalam satu hadis, apabila ditanya Aisyah r.a, mengapa Baginda beribadah malam sehingga kakinya bengkak sedangkan baginda sudah dijamin syurga, Baginda menjawab dengan tenang, "Aku ingin jadi hamba yang bersyukur".

Salam mujahadah membuah sabar.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

i LoVe My fAm!Ly



Hye..hYe..Hye..

kEep going now, it would be a good for you all to recognize your role in life..
sO, come beybeh..i waNt share u all something..

Do u know what's family??
Do u really understand what is behind the wOrd family?
..it gives us a shock when we know the answer..

FAMILY - FATHER AND MOTHER, I LOVE YOU

And why does a MAN want to have a WIFE?because.....
W- WASHING
I- IRONING
F- FOOD
E- ENTERTAINMENT

And also does a WOMAN want to have a HUSBAND?Because.....
H- HOUSING
U- UNDERSTANDING
S- SHARING
B- BUYING
A- AND
N- NEVER
D- DEMANDING

hEHe..Keep in touch! >.<
..Noor CAYANG sangat kat POK & MOK..

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

..kEpaDa WaniTa BerNama ISLAM..


Kebanyakkan perempuan/wanita/ muslimah (wanita Islam) tak berapa perasan ATAUlebih malang lagi jika memang tak tahu menahu akan perkara ini...

Ilmu Fekah, khususnya BAB HAID yang berkaitan dengan diri wanita itu sendiri amat kurang dikuasai atau difahami secara menyeluruh oleh kebanyakkan wanita Islam...kenapahal ini boleh terjadi?? Amat susah untuk mencari seorang guru/ustazah/ ...yang betul-betul pakar dalam bab 'Orang-orangPerempuan ini' kecuali terpaksa@mesti dirujuk kepada lelaki/ustaz- ustaz yang bernama LELAKI jugak...(saya rasa ramai yang bersetujudengan pandangan saya ini)

Contohnya saya yang paling simple ; bila ditanya kepada kebanyakkan wanita Islam ;"adakah wajib bagi seorang wanita Islam menqhada'kan solat mereka yang ditinggalkan ketika haid?" pastinya kita akan mendengar jawapan daripada kebanyakkan mereka mengatakan:

"alaa...itu soalan mudah jee..bila datang period' maka solat tuu tak perlu qadha, yang perlu qadha hanya puasa jee..itulah yang mereka belajar sejak mula-mula'bergelar wanita' dulu". Jika dibuat pantauan nescaya jawapan seperti di ataslah yang akan kita jumpa...

Sebenarnya TAK SEBEGITU MUDAH bagi seorang muslimah nak meninggalkan solat mereka walaupun dirinya didatangi haid!!! sekalipun. Hal ini boleh dirujuk di dalam kitab Ihya' Ulumuddin karangan Hujjatul Islam Imam Al-Ghazali yang mashur. Kitab yang padanya ada ilmu yang berkaitan Tasauf dan padanya juga perbahasan Fekah yangluas, inilah bukti kehebatan ulama' terdahulu. Dalam BAB TIGA :" Fi adab Mua'sharah Wama Yujzi Fi Dawamun Nikah..."perkara YANG KETUJUH disebut dengan jelas dalam kitab tersebut :

PERKARA YANG BERKAITAN DENGAN HAID:

Penjelasan (bayan) terhadap solat yang perlu diqadha bagi perempuan yang didatangi haid :

1. Jika perempuan dalam keadaan haid mendapati darah haid itu berhenti (dengan melihatnya) sebelum masuknya waktu Maghrib, kira-kira sempat dia solat asarsebanyak satu rakaat, maka baginya wajib qadha solat zohor dan asar.
2. Jika perempuan mendapati darah haidnya kering sebelum masuknya waktu subuh, kira-kira sempat baginya solat Isya' sebanyak satu rakaat, maka wajib baginya qadha solat maghrib dan Isya'.

"Dan hal ini (qadha solat yang ditinggalkan semasa haid) adalah sekurang-kurang perkara yang wajib diketahui oleh setiap wanita Islam" (Imam Al-Ghazali)

HURAIAN MASALAH :

1. Kenapa perlu diqadha solat Asar dan Zohor? JWPN - Kerana perempuan itu hanya menyedari keringnya haid masih dalam waktu Asar,maka baginya wajib solat asar (selepas mandi hadas)
2. Kenapa pula solatZohor juga perlu diqadha sama? JWPN - Kerana di dalam hukum menjama' (menghimpun solat bagi orang musafir) solat Asar boleh dijama' dan diqosarkan bersama solat Zohor.- Kerana kecuaian wanita itu sendiri (dari melihat haidnya kering atau tidak), boleh jadi haidnyasudah kering dalam waktu Zohor lagi, langkah Ihtiyat (menjaga hukum) maka perempuan itu juga perlu mengqhada solat Zohor.

1. Dalam perkara solat subuh pun sama :

* perempuan itu hanya menyedari darah haidnya kering, sebelum masuk waktu subuh,kira-kira sempat solat Isyak satu rakaat (selepas mandi hadas) maka wajib baginya solat Isya' sebab darahnya kering masih dalam waktu Isya
* Solat Isya' juga boleh dijama' (bagi musafir) dengan solat Maghrib, maka baginya juga perlu diqadha solat maghrib.-Di atas kecuainnya (tidak betul-betul melihat darahnya kering atau tidak dalam setiap waktu solat) maka boleh jadi darahnya sudah kering dalam waktu maghrib lagi (sebab proses keringnya darah itu berlaku secara perlahan-lahan, mungkin perempuan itu hanya menyedarinya dalam waktu subuh, hakikatnya proses pengeringan itu sudah lama berlaku)-maka langkah ihtiyat (menjaga hukum) maka adalah bagi perempuan itu perlu diqadha juga solat maghribnya..

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

...AAuUuCcAakK!...



hA! EvERyOne..wa, dah laMe x taip dlm bLog ni..enGlish ntah ke MaNe dah, but i can try..so, noW..i want share with you all..What is Love??i Know, haVe a somE pEople dont know what the mEaning oF "L.O.V.E"..yAaAa,...


Love is when two people touch each other's soul.
Love is honesty and trust.
Love is helping one another.
Love is mutual respect.
Love means that differences can be worked out.
Love is reaching your dreams together.
Love is the connection of two hearts, yours and mine.


So..
whAt u All think..??thErE is cOrRect or No..
pEaCe >.<

Sunday, April 25, 2010

What do I see myself in 10 years time?

Everyone has their own appearance about themselves in a future life. It’s also same as me. In after of ten years, I will have my own company that was very success in Malaysia, Indonesia, Singapore and Brunei. My company will be No.1 Company in Malaysia that produced Muslimah Fesyen. And the most important every year I will not forget to give some donations from my company profit to the orphans and those who needed. At the same time, I will have a big and happy family. I will marriage with someone who can take care of me and my children in future and live happiness. In for that time, I will have four children. My first child is a boy, second is girl and lastly is a twin boy. I’m also become a good mother to all my children and give them all my loving. I’m also take care my family and my mother law. Besides that, I will more to learn about cooking to take my husband heart. I can do anything to get happiness for my family. Meantime, I will have my own dreams house. It is bungalow with a garden and pool around of my house. I will colours my house a yellow and white colour which is my favourite colour and I will drive my dreams car either from Honda or Toyota.

If I have RM1 Million, what should I do?

I want world is mine. But I know, there has a limit out there. Not all that we want, we can get it. If I have a RM1 Million, I will open my own business that will be known by all people in Malaysia. My businesses are more basically in Muslimah Fashion. I will produce my product in all peninsular Malaysia, Sabah, Sarawak and Brunei. Then after my business are well known and receive by all people in Malaysia, my company will be listed on KLSE. As we know, company who are listed in the board of KLSE is a success and large cooperation company. With all this, I hope my business will go further. Besides that, as a Muslim if we are able to do a Rukun Islam, we should go to perform the haj. So, I would bring my family to Makah to perform this religions obligation. Other than that, I want to help other people who are lucky as I am. I will give them a donation, so that they can have a better life than before. Actually with one million to be enjoy is very wonderful and it never become a reality it can’t be happen as easy like that. But if got the money I want to buy my dream car, Nissan Murano. I like with the physically of the car even the price is just about two hundred thousand butil it’s looking very exclusive and standing with other luxury car like BMW and Mercedes. Everyone have their dream to go to visited, with this money I want to go to Dubai or United Arab Emirates, even there are hot and sands, but the technology and infrastructure of their city is very impressive and exactly like a New York city, the country just a small but the technology are more advance than our country. Finally with the remaining balance I want to keep in ASB (Amanah Saham Bumiputra) and I want to live with orphan child so that I can share a sweet moment with them and give a happiness that never they feel before. Lastly I’m very grateful to my god and I’m promise to manage the money given as I could.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

How do I communicate effectively with other?

Now days,there are lot of young fresh graduated are jobless. It causes of the youngster do not know how to communicate effectively. Actually, this weakness can be avoided if they are learning how to speak carefully. Before this, I also got a problem to speak effectively. But now, I have overcome that problem. Here, I want to share with all of you how the ways I overcome that problem.
Firstly, whatever happen don’t be nervous and try to calm down. If you are nervous, you couldn’t think positive and properly. Sometimes, you are says something ridiculous that make your listener become confuse with what you are saying.
Secondly, use a body language to convince to the listener. Sometimes with a body languages or your body movement can make listener confidence with your speech and at the same times, they will understand with your speech. Meanwhile, use a simple word just straight to the point until you make confusing to listener.
Thirdly, try to prevent from prejudge somebody because it’s annoying and take a time to thinking fastly before you say the word. It does can make you speak nicely. Besides that, don’t laughing while you’re talking with someone because it’s can make the people feel not comfortable with you.
Lastly, don’t say something can annoying someone with sensitive words. For example, you are using sensitive words for that race, such as you are said “keling” to Indian boy.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Why I do feel nervous infrant of the public and how I over come the nervousness?

Hai everyone...How are you??
Actually, around 2 weeks i didn't anything in my blog and today i want to share with you all about "Why i do feel nervous infrant of the public and how i come the nervousness?". Everyone have a characteristic in their self. I'm feel nervous when i want to present to audience because i feel not confident and maybe i have a negative thinking about my self. Before this, i'm a shy girl and afraid when want infrant to audience. Beside that, it's because environment have a many people see my presentation and i will feel nervous infrant of the public. But i have try to feel cool when come the nervousness and i can too try talk with audience when i feel nervous. It can help me when i'm feel that. Although, i will thinking positive when i'm infrant with audience. When i always present to audience, i feel more to confident to talk with people and also have many idea. It can help me to improve my english language too..

Thursday, February 11, 2010

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Monday, February 1, 2010

Why am I afraid to use English in public?

Everyone have an own experience and problem in using english in public. Acctually I also have a problem to use english in public because I dont know to speak correctly and I'm a shy person. If audiences not understand what I am saying, I feel shy and want to speak in Malay only. But I know, I cannot run away from using english anymore. I also have a problem to speak fast in English. When I'm in public, I not have confident with my languages when use english to present in public. Besides that, I just understand what people speak english but I dont know how to explain back to people in english. Although, I have a more idea to speak but I afraid to try say it. I also feel shiver when I'm in face with more a people. It can make I no idea and afraid to use english in public. At the same time, my english is broken and the people will feel fun when I using the broken english. That's why I afraid to use english in public but I can try to improve myself. I will leran more about grammar and it can improve my broken english. I also can try to speak with my friends in english.

MY sELf

Everybody has their own story to tell about, just like me. So, I would begin my story about myself. My name is Nur Faiznum Binti Mohd Chik. I was born on 18th September 1989 at Alur Tembesu, but now my family and I live at Jalan Nibong Stesen, Dungun, Terengganu. I like to eat sandwiches. The reason why I like to eat sandwiches are it is easy to make and it's good for my health. I always eat sandwiches during my breakfast time. My favourite drink is lemonades. I like it because they taste are sweet and sour. I love to play badminton. It can burn my fat and build my stamina. I want to be an accountant when i grow up. When I was a kid, I like to learn something new. I entered at kindergarden nearby my house when I was five year old. Two years later, I continue my study at primary school. My first school is Sekolah Kebangsaan Sultan Omar, Dungun. I learn there since I was in standard one to standard six. I had many friends there. Then I continued my studies at secondary school. I entered at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Sultan Omar. I learn there just for 3 years. Then, I continued my studies at Sekolah Menengah Teknik Kuala Krai Kelantan for two years. There I learn a lot thing. After that, I got an offer to continue my studies at KPTM Kuantan in Accountancy course. So, here I am now. After my study finish, I want go to any Universty and continue my study at the same course at there. I want study hard and succes in my life. Beside that I also want bring my father and my mother to Mekah. I want them happy with my career and I hope, I can give anything that they want. I also want spent many time with them. So, they can know that I love them so much and they are everything for me.